Reaching for straws is all

I don’t know myself anymore

Good intentions bad decisions,

Nothing feels normal.

Confusion, pain, agony, hell

All in a package:

Delivered to my doorsteps.

I accepted,

Believed magic and love,

will change my luck.

Alas! I was wrong as usual,

The feeling I feel isn’t mutual.

Halfway, the place we should meet:

But I traveled the whole mile,

Alone!

To love!

I didn’t hide my pain,

I didn’t mask the discomfort

My love and affection,

plastered on my face.

Good intentions, bad results.

I carried my sacrifice of peace

Nothing felt amiss.

My hope for crossing the bridge,

Just you and I,

Was worth clinging to.

But that you also dashed.

All as I knew, crashed.

All the wishes I didn’t whisper.

All thrown into the water,

I traveled all the way to you,

Alone.

I crossed the long bridge,

With love.

I got there,

You didn’t make it.

Your side of the half,

Was left empty.